This is how it starts. Cute geek boy meets cute geek broken-hearted girl online - where else - and the daydreaming starts. The first week, nine e-mails - and nine replies -, a real meeting (or should I call... date?), I lended him my Annie Hall DVD and borrowed a book from him, and we got together, and had a great time. Should I expect anything?
He called the day after. And the day after the day after, just to keep me posted that his computer was crazy and needed to be fixed. Oh, so cute. So geek, and so cute.
But since then, he doesn't answer my phone calls. I know he's alive 'cause, you know, I'm a stalker and getting information online is one of the thing I can do best. I even think I should be payed for this, really. The point is: what's the deal with those guys? I've written e-mails, sent him SMS, and I called... man, the world is so crazy. This relationship thing is so crazy, I think I can't deal with it anymore. I prefer to stay on Lexapro and Xanax and stop feeling anything, because, REALLY, I don't get these people and I think they all should disappear. I mean, he's already vanished, I have nothing else to ask.
He called the day after. And the day after the day after, just to keep me posted that his computer was crazy and needed to be fixed. Oh, so cute. So geek, and so cute.
But since then, he doesn't answer my phone calls. I know he's alive 'cause, you know, I'm a stalker and getting information online is one of the thing I can do best. I even think I should be payed for this, really. The point is: what's the deal with those guys? I've written e-mails, sent him SMS, and I called... man, the world is so crazy. This relationship thing is so crazy, I think I can't deal with it anymore. I prefer to stay on Lexapro and Xanax and stop feeling anything, because, REALLY, I don't get these people and I think they all should disappear. I mean, he's already vanished, I have nothing else to ask.
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